Bless you for keepin strong, all we can do is cherish those memories. i had a baby girl in april 13th 2007, we called her Casey-lei, she was 4 months premature. she was such a beautiful little girl just like youre little one, perfectly formed, nothing wrong with her what so ever. But because she was premature the hospital couldnt feed her properly so they fed her through the tubes in her veins, 5 weeks later they told us that because they'd been feeding her like that they'd acidently poisened her. they told me they would try their best to get her throgh it. sadly she passed away at 6 weeks old, may 27th. we traveled to the hospital everyday to see her, the last few days the hospital let me and her dad stay there, i used to go into the special care unit about 7 and go to bed at 12am, i could just stare at her for hours watchin her suckle on the tube down her mouth. sometimes you think you could of done something different and your baby would still be here. she has been gone 2 years tomorro, 27th may 2009. i wish i had more time with my little girl and im greatful for the time i had. i think its great uv written ur story on here, it helps wen u can talk to someone thats lost a baby too. may our beautiful little girls meet in heaven.. louise